歸屬感

這種東西真的不是一朝一夕就會有的. 來了這裡快兩年. 還是很想家. 朋友說等你有小孩了也許情況會不同. 也許吧. 總是在等也許, 可能會有的改變.

在過不到一個月就可以回家當乖女兒, 給爸媽疼了. 有爸爸媽媽疼的小孩真的最幸福. 我想要把所有家鄉的食物都嘗一遍. 最近的我, 偶爾變的有點sentimental. 想家的時候, 眼淚會不自覺的留下來. 有的時候還是不夠堅強吧.

I haven't been me

I don't feel like my usual self for quite sometimes. This lethargic feeling that I'm experiencing almost everyday is annoying. Couldn't explain much now. But I hope this feeling will go away soon. Funny that activities I used to enjoy feels like a pain to me. Shopping? Internet browsing?  No I don't like them now. I was told that I would feel better in weeks. I do hope so.